Sometimes things just happen on this network I can’t explain. I see the bandwidth rocket. People keep watching.. a good sign. Notice the blue and yellow in the picture above. It lasted almost 20 hours..and then…poof..it ended..but it was great to see it working.
This morning I woke up in a very lonely place. Someone told someone close to me something and now I am in the dog box. I don’t know why , but these things happen. I feel cut off , shut out and very lonely. It’s not my fault or perhaps it is but I can’t figure out what I may have said. I have an idea about who gossiped but I can’t be sure.
Now I have a choice. I can search for the culprit and spend allot of energy doing it or I can find it in my heart to forgive. Finding it in my heart to forgive is the critical part. But I am supposed to have a new heart , a heart of flesh. I have to find it in my heart to forgive because I am forgiven. I have to concentrate on the I am forgiven part. It is something you receive from Jesus. I cannot look at it any other way. If I try to forgive in order to receive the forgiveness of Jesus I am setting myself up to fail. Because with my old heart I can not forgive divinely. And it boils down to a work. From then on I can say , ‘ I am so great, this situation worked out because I forgave ‘ . So where does God then get the glory ? The only logical thing to do is to accept His forgiveness till you realize that you have enough love with which to forgive. I am a new creation. I have to accept this fact and focus on it. Trust it . And then I’ll relent from looking for the culprit.
Anyway, I am a little disappointed in people. It’s almost as if when I started creating this site all the demons of hell were let lose to torment me. Everyone close to me turned on me. I was called names by my neighbors. My friends deserted me. My ex called me psycho. My pastor laughed at me. It makes me conscious of the fact that the world is full of unrighteousness. I’ll just have to be the righteous one . Prepare the cross. We all have a cross. And the unrighteous one’s also have one . They just don’t know it yet. We are like lambs led to the slaughter.
I pray we’ll see one day that if we all embrace the cross we will all be like lambs to each other. And if we all understand the Gospel we’ll finally act as ambassadors of His Grace instead of our own religious egotistical self efforts.
Have a hum dinger of a day !
Bless you
I’ve been asked by a friend if he could post sermons onto my website. I decided not to make nikipress about preaching. It was never meant to be about preaching but to showcase God and how he can be trusted to do for us what we can’t do for ourselves. So I created a new entity called bodypreach.com.
It’s a place where the Body of Christ can collectively preach the word of God in one domain. I am still designing it but it looks like a winner. People say they like the name. 
I hope and pray that my health and my ability is anointed as I try to bring this on it’s feet. There is just too much to do.
I am currently , as always suffering with a pain on the right hand side of my head. But when I think of the waiter I met the other day who’s gay , doesn’t know the Lord and is addicted to heroine I can say that I am blessed to be plagued with less problems. Being sick isn’t nice but being addicted to heroine is worse.
Nikipress is for news and bodypreach is for preaching. Then there’s nikibase as well. I don’t know where this will all end. I am resisting the facebook welcome mat. Vision requires dedication and perseverance . I sometimes wonder if God really told me to do this. But when I look at the lighthouse in the frame I say ‘ it must have been God ‘ . I’ve never seen the guy who gave me the lighthouse ever again and never since before that day. I wonder if he knows just how much work he’s made me do.
Anyway, bodypreach..YaY !
I was in a craft shop the other day. They had some lose letters laying about. So I bought some. I brought them home and remembered I had some spray paint I could use on them. I duly sprayed them satin black and pasted them on a wall which leads to the computer room. Above it I placed the graphite sketch someone had me prophetically in what was called a ” prophetic art class “. I always used to talk about making a TV station where all they spoke about is good news and all they were about is creating good news. To build people’s trust in God up. So one day this guy came up to me and said ‘ I don’t know why but God says this is for you ‘ and He gave me the light house on the rocks. I thought ‘ God, are you telling me to build you a TV station? ‘ and this is when I created my first blog on blogspot called thekingslighthouse.blogspot.com later on I developed thekingslighthouse.wordpress.com. I decided to host blogs under a new name nikipress.com under which you can still find thekingslighthouse.nikipress.com. This is how the logo turned out.
Today I calculated how many views nikipress has had since I rebuilt it. Total ? 11267 views on nikipress.com alone. 891 views on nikipress.org . And 1204 on the nikipress.club. The sum total of all views on the network is , *drum roll * 13362 views.
Which if you add it to the views of thekingslighthouse.wordpress.com of 20608 views gives us a grand total of 30 970 views. This is really impressive. All things considered if we add that to the blogspot total of 1571 views we get to a grand grand total of 35 441 views. Not bad for a dream that I chip away at day in day out. Perhaps some day there’ll be views in the millions. To God Be the Glory ! Great things HE has done !
Ignoring me won’t make me go away. What kind of a world is it when you ask someone a question and they don’t answer you? What kind of a world is it when you bless someone and his response is to curse you. People can be so negative. And you know why?
Their motives are wrong. They are walking around with the Spirit of antichrist. Please don’t call yourself a Christian if you can’t say ‘ forgive them for they know not what they do ‘ . If your response to a blessing is to call someone names, you’re not a Christian. My prayer is that you find your salvation in Him. That you may know what the full dimensions of His love is. And that you’ll testify!
I feel this is spot on from Joseph Prince
Ephesians 3:19
to know the love of Christ which passes knowledge; that you may be filled with all the fullness of God.
We would all like to experience more health, abundance and success in our lives. God, being God, has all of these things, won’t you agree? So to be full of God is to be full of health, abundance and success. But how does one become full of God? 
In the past, I was told that to be “filled with all the fullness of God”, I had to fast a certain number of days, pray a certain number of hours and speak in tongues incessantly! I am not belittling fasting, praying or speaking in tongues, but to be filled with all the fullness of God is not about what you do. It is not even about your love for Christ. It is actually about knowing the love of Christ! No one ever told me that if I knew how much God loves me and focused on His love for me, I would be full of Him.
When God made you, He designed you to run at optimal level when you are filled with His love, like a car that runs at its best when it is filled with the right kind of petrol or gasoline. When you realize how much God loves you and you feed on His love for you, you will be supernaturally filled with the fullness of God.
And to be full of God is to be full of everything God is to you and has for you. To be full of God is to come to a place of life, health, peace, abundance — total wellness.
Also, when you are conscious of how much God loves you and you become filled with the fullness of God, what follows is the next verse — God doing exceedingly abundantly above all that you can ask or think, according to the power that works in you. (Ephesians 3:20) You will experience the tremendous blessings of God exploding in your life! You will become a blessing magnet!
So as God’s beloved, continue to be nourished by His love for you, and experience more health, abundance and success in your life!
Thought For The Day
Being filled with the fullness of God is not about what you do, but about knowing how much God loves you.