I am working on this painting. It’s been almost a year since I started it. I just don’t seem to be flowing with my art . But if I slog away I’ll get there. Just so much going on that I got completely side tracked with all the lies. I guess it’s appropriate that I work on a painting of our lord Jesus Christ. I think He looks like I feel. All banged up and no where to go. Like , no j@b no fly. Pinned to a cross of sorts. No better way than to just work on a painting that helps you process those emotions. Constructive. Hopefully I can finish it this month.
Category: Personal
It’s a new year
It’s a new year and a new year to make right . We must focus and believe that Jesus rose from the dead. Quite simply because He did. When we realize just what a miracle this is , we will take every word He said seriously. There will be no more fear and we won’t give in to Tyranny.
I watched a documentary recently where the shroud of Turin was investigated. There are more than just one image on the shroud. As Jesus rose from the dead He let off a series of energy bursts which led to more than one image recorded on the shroud.
It’s really the best documentary I’ve ever seen on the Shroud. Here it is.
So Guess what ? I am going to make this the core of my ministry. I am qualified to . So let’s go baby. We have the power. We have the victory.
7 signs of a repentant abuser
When catching someone out with pornography you can and should expect these 7 signs showing how the betrayed spouse should expect. Not receiving emails for 7 months after a breakup. Total disrespect for boundaries. Total lying piece of donkey shit. They should be willing to take critical feedback. Compulsive compartmentalization and other interesting things you can find out by listening to this video.
What are we allowed to safely do ?
There are some evil people on the earth today . One’s that don’t care about what we care about. They came from our ranks but a few generations removed from us and they can barely remember the struggle. The mercy their ancestors craved and got is now forgotten. They have forgotten their roots. Evil ideology from ancient organizations of the order of the snake. That evil deceiver of old. Known in many cultures and even embraced by some. It is this insidious snake that we’ve been wrestling all our lives. The one that provides false impressions and needs. The one that removes us from our state in the natural order of things that relies on emotions and lies. The one that makes you feel like you’re the virus on the planet and should be wiped out so that all living things would go on unabated. Total lies from the pit of hell !
I created this network so that I and others would be able to express the truth and encourage each other world wide. I may have over reached my grasp. I don’t know if anyone even hears my plea.
Well here’s my offer. Make me president and you won’t regret it. I am that sure about it. You might believe when I take power by the word that the media will spread about me that I am the most backward hill billy out there. Even as I undertake to remove every pothole from your roads and improve every school and hospital in the world they would still find some mud to sling at me.
But this is how I feel about the matter. I watch how masses of people vote for someone that isn’t even worthy of licking my shoes into power. People who have no concern for others , people who lie . People who have no qualifications worth mentioning are given power by a system that is corrupt. We are headed for the dark ages by our own doing. We have not cared about respect or honor . We cared more about the gossip we could propagate and the measure of wealth in material terms. But those of us who could have made great leaders we have abandoned because we only cared about our house and our well being. We’ve given our responsibilities to others who will not take care of us.
And it is the threat of these self same people that now threaten to remove every last vestige of free and scientific speech from the face of the earth. You continue to follow them and don’t care.
I need your support if I am to change anything about the way things are going. If I don’t receive support soon it’ll be too late and we will be doomed. This is probably the most sincere message you’ve ever read. If you’d like to support me here is the link where you can contribute LBC towards the cause of victory over darkness. https://lbry.tv/$/invite/@science.nikipress.com:4
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The dangers of linking your blog to your twitch feed
I use this blog as a kind of public diary. Words however can be very powerful. Especially when it comes to creating an impression of yourself in the minds of others. I myself , always like to say that I am IN CHRIST. But to the uninitiated they wouldn’t know what that means.
Today I was described by someone coming off anti-depressants as someone who has social issues. Issues ? If I am a watchman in the Kingdom I’ll come across as someone who has social issues. But I find this insulting in the flesh. They came over to my blog and must have read some of my personal struggles. Issues with past girlfriends and words spoken over me in my life. This is not a true picture of who I really am.
Does that person honestly think that creating a multi subdomain blogging site with limited help while I try to market it an easy task ? One can not create without any payment or recognition and still maintain normal interactions with people. It’s one or the other. It’s against my better nature to make my private thoughts known except for the readers benefit . Which is to realize that I too am a person with real struggles and issues but I don’t cower in a corner and give up on life. I fight forward.
Just tired of lately being seen as someone who has issues with his past. I don’t have a past. It’s been wiped clean. I don’t have issues with people who are ‘ In Christ ‘. My issues are with people who are outside of Him and don’t get Him. So , to this end , bear with me as I continue this process of exposing myself to the outside world in the hope that God through me In Christ will help them find hope in Him.
Just so tired of being around negativity. I am a perfectly happy individual on my own.
Shall I continue ?
The joy of discovery is lacking .
I am feeling burned out on blogging , reposting and all things social media related. I just don’t feel it anymore. My mind feels like it’s rebelling and doesn’t want to do anything anymore. I don’t know if I’ll ever feel like myself again. I need a supportive environment of friends that I can socialize with once in a while and to be left alone with my own creativity. I feel muzzled and strained .
Covid-19 seems like a global threat against common sense. They’re out to kill us all through a vaccine and all I can think about is how stupid everyone is for falling for this non sense. The very thing I tried to combat viz. fear using faith didn’t materialize because ” A prophet is not welcome in his own country ” and ” He came unto his own and yet His own received Him not ” . I am so gatvol ( South African word meaning tired ) of pastors and Christians that give you the 50 yard stare when you mention the issues we’re all confronted with. They’ll not lift a finger to bring about a victory . All they can think of doing is waiting till the second coming. The most useless pathetic excuses for human beings are Christians. Jesus isn’t going to take you out of this persecution. You’re going to go through it and it would have been so much easier had you just listened to me.
I don’t know if it’s even worth it to continue. I’ve found a way to bring some revenue into the site but I feel like I can’t get it done.
Too many personal challenges.
I feel like my youth is gone , age is catching up with me and the things I thought were cool don’t exist anymore.
When I ask for support I am not asking for support for myself. I am asking you to support the Kingdom. It seems to me most Christians believe only in Kennith Copeland and Joyce Meyer. They’re sitting on 300 million and 200 hundred million a piece. They won’t lift a finger to enforce a Victory in Jesus name. Makes me sick.
This is what we’re up against. These bastards are out to kill us all. They are after your blood. If you don’t support the ministry of the Gospel in the way it should be done I am afraid you’re all doomed. Jesus isn’t going to come and save you from this evil if you don’t stand together as a body. Jesus isn’t coming back to save a mutilated bride.
Jesus knows how He looked before He was crucified. He gave His life so that we can look like Him. But you’re still grovelling in the dirt and powerless. You fail to support work that leads to faith In Him. I give up. I’ll leave you to your own devices.
I could have been so far ahead in the world but I gave it up to be part of a body. What body ? bunch of losers ! I regret the day I ever became part of such a bunch of losers and two faces. Give to the Lord , Tithe you say. Your backside man. You’re not God. Where are you now when we all need you huh ? I am referring to the tithe gatherers. You suck man. I propositioned you to join me in creating a movement . You wanted nothing of it and now fear has overcome all of you . And I’ve watched you waffle about COVID this and COVID that. You’ve all joined the wrong side !
A first post
Join me on this journey . Let’s see where this takes us.
Here is some footage I shot … Testing …
I am amazed that youtube has prevented me from embedding video’s . I am going to have to use vimeo or bitchute to get my message accross. I can’t embed any of your video’s either. It seems like this network has been black listed.
Tired
Having fought the death of my career and facing all the negative voices and idiot questions about my...
So facebook bans me
You don’t get to tell me about your stupid community standards when all the while you’ve got no standards yourself ! All you do is sell information to the highest bidder and spy on people. Just who the hell do you think you are ? You’re not God or the Catholic church.
This is a christian network , Nikipress I mean. I participate on facebook but lately I’ve come to the conclusion that Satan is alive and well on facebook. I said a few things that are factually correct but was told that I violated community standards. Standards ? You mean selling my data to corporations ? you mean that kind of standard ? How can a moronic organisation dictate standards to people.
I called Turks Mongols because that’s what they are. They invaded my country and stole my capital. Constantinople is not theirs . It belongs to the Byzantine empire who’s official land is Mount Athos and still exists to this day with it’s own flag , you even need a pasport to visit it. I was called a gypsy by a Turk. But this is ok according to facebook but I am sanctioned because I am speaking the truth. Turks are mongols and they’re gypsies . Greece was an empire way before there were any Turks in the area.
I also called Italians scumbags , historically , not today , you must understand me. For what ? For invading Greece during world war 2. And again for speaking the truth , I was banned for two days. We need to get off this network now. Facebook is a liberal leftist globalist organisation. Run by questionable people. Questionable people don’t get to play Lord over me. You don’t get to black list me , I get to black list you. Italy of today is at peace with Greece and we value Italians , they’re great people . But Mussolini wasn’t a great person. He was an idiot. Along with Adolf Hitler.
I have included this video just to help you think a bit. In Christ we are all one , but facts are facts and I won’t be taught manners by a glutenous money making violence creating leftist scumbag organisation.
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