As I sit here plagued by megrains , being attacked from all sides. I wonder about my ‘ brothers ‘ . My ‘ sisters ‘ . They all have this fantasy gospel where they think that when you want to start something for Christ you’re going to have a walk in the park. It simply isn’t so. And they don’t participate. They flagrate. It’s a sorry state of affairs.
I attract women in particular who seem to think that ministry is a way of getting attention. Being associated with the ‘ man of God ‘ but when they see what the man of God has to go through they back off. They’re simply here for the taking. They refer to people are ‘ takes ‘ but they themselves are ‘ takes ‘ .
Man it’s tough. Why can’t there simply be people who want to participate because the vision is biblical. I don’t want councellors or condascention. If you haven’t overcome two years of not being able to talk what do you think you’re going to teach me huh ? If you can’t tell me of 18 years of being rejected by society , just what do you think you’re going to teach me ? I am not a victim , I am someone you can learn from but I don’t appreciate your attitude. If you think you can’t learn from me then leave. I don’t need people like you around me. Negativity and job’s friends aren’t welcome here.
If I tell you it’s all by grace then I mean it. There are no iff’s and’s and buts . You can either be here or not..and if you’ve decided that you’d rather not be here then I’ll know and one fine morning you’ll wake up and find that you’ve been deleted. It’s that simple.
He who does not gather with me scatters. If you’re not for my party you’re against it. Make a choice. And stick to it. At least God will know where you stand. Develop a backbone !