Author: Nick

Call me Nick.

In order for things to work. Be the change you want to see in the world. So , I undertake to read scripture every morning till the light starts to shine in my life again. My dad’s passing has placed a tremendous strain on me that I’ve had to deal with.

I’d like to be a person that influences people. There is so much to do. In order for this to happen I’ve to allow Jesus to influence me. Part of the problem is that there are just too many platforms to use. It’s confusing to anyone that I talk to that this isn’t exactly something easy to understand. I’ve even been accused of trying to create an amway product. This isn’t amway. This is a way of life.

For the people who actually come and look at what I am writing here , I am sorry for wasting your time and not putting in the spiritual discipline needed in order to get this off the ground. I’ve an issue with the name as well. People have taken to calling me nicky. I am not Nicky. I am torn between what I want from people and what the vision is that I’ve received from the Lord. I am considering a name change. I’ll leave this up for now. But I am not going to live with people calling me Nicky. Do I look like a girl to you ?

My name is Nikolaos. And that’s that. Call me Nick.

Thank you.

Christians are impotent and Need to wake up

I’ve setup this network to invigorate the body of Christ. I’ve seen that when telling Christians about the network they just say , praise the Lord hope you succeed. But it isn’t I who must succeed. We must succeed. I find that they refuse to contribute to the vision with the exception of my sister and a few others I’ve received very little in the way of donations to keep this network running.

It’s cost so far 150000 dollars to make and only taken in about 150 dollars. This can’t continue. I’ve resolved to find my peace again and start selling this network by preaching the gospel. This is after all what it’s about. If people like my ministry and want to network with me then we can collectively change the world. I am sure of it. And I know it will work . But these ‘ christians ‘ who are suspicious of me had better repent. I wasn’t put on earth to cower to them or be led by them because every one of them , ministries I mean , fail to see an apostle. They see a potential member and cash cow. Sorry people.. You’ll all be shut down once I am done with you. Your wayward wanderings and misdirection of funds is going to come to a grinding halt once I put you all to shame.

No idle threat. I don’t think you quite realize just what storm is ready to come your way for I march in Victory , not defeat. I’ve already acquired the victory and I will be proclaiming it soon !

Be warned. Join me or fade away. These are your two choices.

 

 

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Struggle

I am struggling . I don’t mind to admit it.

It’s like the real me is sitting in the upper right hand side of my mind and I can’t get him to express himself. When I started blogging I wanted to change the world through sharing testimonies about the greatness of God. I heard about blog burn out and I went overboard. I admit that. I worked so hard on blogging that I forgot the God of the blog.

I created a multisite because I thought it would be a great way for believers to come together in unity. To my dismay I don’t quite see people coming together to make the kingdom a reality on earth. People just don’t want to join the network. Perhaps I am not marketing it quite rightly.

I have discovered that I should consider two things. A name change and starting a ministry where I can invite pastors to join the network. Miracles signs and wonders but I don’t know if Nikipress is quite going to be the name of the network. People have taken to calling me Niki and it frustrates me to no end. Niki is a girls name when used on a guy . My name is Nikolaos. Call me Nick but not Niki. Please , where is your respect ?

So I’ve come up with two other names. I will just have to persevere. Two biblical names. I am also struggling with my dad’s passing away. The loss I feel is unbelievable. I know that he is in a better place but I am having to deal with issues he didn’t finalize.

Also.. no body finances this website. And without finances it’s just a black hole on my finances. ” We want a better world ” people cry but they don’t lift one finger to make it happen. They’re too busy chasing down their own pipe dreams which have no eternal value or immediate value except for to fuel their lust.

Sorry.. there doesn’t seem to be much victory in my post here today. If you like.. head on over to nikipress.com and donate. First read the vision. And then donate. if you don’t like the vision. Just leave. I wouldn’t know any better.

Arise Shine

This morning I read something about inflammation. I have worked so hard at creating this network that I’ve neglected my health. I went for a victory lap this morning. In fact , I’ve been walking for the past four days for about an hour every day. This morning was only 20 minutes.

I think sitting for hours every day is murder. People need to get out more often and see the forest for the trees. I am feeling more relaxed and capable. Still have migraines but by the grace of God these will go in Jesus name.

I think if I chip away at this unfitness , day by day I can regain me form and optimism for life. Lets see how far I get. And even if I don’t get that far I am sure that I’ll go to heaven. Arise and shine for your light has come and the glory of the Lord has risen upon you !

Amen ! Have a great day.

Glamour Spirit

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lDEIm29gfew

People always trying to get you to believe there is something wrong with you , even to the point of using the bible against you. ‘ deliverance ‘ ministers of the female kind love to get you to believe their lies . Don’t date a woman who wants you to believe she holds the spiritual high ground.

Yesterday

I went to a little gathering at a house in menlo park Pretoria. I was singing and spent some time in the Spirit when I heard ‘ Yes ! ‘ . ‘This is what I died for ‘ said the Lord. I looked around me as I saw 15 people all singing and praising God and they were completely relaxed around one another. I found myself smiling and I realized that it is completely possible to be people of a different nature . We are family. And there is no reason to judge anyone. I imagined groups like this little one all over the country all allowing the Spirit of God to move into and through the group. I was crying as I felt the Spirit of the Lord descend on the group.

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The leader of the group also heard the Lord say ‘ Yes ‘. I was so happy to finally feel as if I belonged somewhere. Church doesn’t do it for me. In this little group I found it easier to say something and to hear someone else say something. What we do in church on a Sunday isn’t what the Lord had intended. Somehow we need to get this revolution going in the right direction again. People should come together in celebration as I experienced this Sunday. Praise the Lord !

 

Disappointment

( parts of this piece are from the Lord and some are from me , distinguish the difference at your own discretion )

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I’ve been in church environments all my life and to be quite frank I don’t see God anywhere in them. All I see are self seeking hypocrites. Some who believe they’re cool and leave people believing lies and others who just want to hog the lime light.

Makes me sick to be quite frank. I don’t think people who go to church represent the kingdom of God as set out by Jesus Christ in the book of Mathew. They’re the blind leading the blind.

I remember once in standard 7 a girl at the youth took a liking to me but I didn’t want to be in a relationship with her. When I looked again I was punched in the stomach by a guy called Steven. Steven if you’re out there , you’re an idiot. Sandra if you are out there you’re putrid cow. Not in Christ however , there is some hope for you. Perhaps to be a great light in the kingdom but you people are who Jesus came for because your hearts are set on your own gain.

I’ve been approached in church so many times by women who want something from me. Do they see church as a place where you can just seek out and get what you want ? Perhaps but then they’ve missed the point.

Recently I was sought out by a prophetess who to be quite frank was seriously wired negatively upside her head. Someone who had preconceived ideas about how life should work and how a relationship between a man and a woman should work. A man wasn’t built to be a womans garden boy. He was built to have a help meet. A woman is supposed to be doing the helping.

We can’t go on like this. A church isn’t a place where you try and hook up , compare and do all sorts of stuff that should really be done in the world. Which leads me to believe that the Church is the world. It’s a religious world of ambition and conceit. Those on stage care nothing for those in the pews and those in the pews banter to those on the stage to try gain control. What’s even more disgusting is that so called prophets want to come up and give a word from God who can’t even say outright that God loves them. Psychopaths abound and there is collateral damage.

Prayer meetings are even more disgusting. One tries to impress another of their flowery words that go nowhere. Jesus said ” CLOSE YOUR DOOR AND PRAY ” !

These are the words I was called : Nut , a beautiful mind and all sorts by people who’s spiritual IQ is lower than their EQ. I am disgusted. The scum of the earth gather in church buildings. Jesus did NOT come to make a church . Even the word Church is pagan. Jesus didn’t come to honor Sunday worship. He came to create Disciples. So more closely approximated , find 12 and allow them to kill you. If you aren’t up to it, walk away. Count the cost. But this endless parade of bullshit called Christianity isn’t it. I don’t report to a pastor on my behavior toward my wife. Quite simply because it’s got nothing to do with him. Infantile people who need to always feel as if they’re in a school appreciate this hog wash system. Reporting to someone who really just sees you as a cash cow isn’t what Jesus died for.

I am livid. Have you no shame ? All of you ! Cornering innocent men and women for your groping desires , your selfish ambitions . Itchy ears coming to ‘ hear ‘ a word from the Lord. The word of the Lord is this. Start doing it or I’ll come tear your altars down and place you in Babylon. You will be a foreigner in your own country ! And don’t think it’s not coming. Have you no fear of ME ? Do you think you can practice deceit , conceit , sexual misconduct and think I don’t see. Do you not fear ME ? You should !

And yes the Gospel is unconditional love but don’t you fear that you haven’t already believed it ? I , Yes I , think it’s disgusting that you’ve taken the blood of the Lord and tread it underfoot as a common thing.

Your skirts get shorter , your lips plastered with red lipstick and your nails baked with nail varnish. You’ve no clue what it shouts. It says ” I am a prostitute ! ” . I have prostituted myself for the attention of mere men and I compare myself to other women. You might as well be lesbian. You’re a whore before my eyes! Repent !

You organize little tea parties and organize e-mailing lists to feed your own ego not MY purposes. You replicate the shame of Constantine over and over in your church like settings. You have no idea who I am neither do you know my heart. Repent ! Turn ! Taste and see that I AM who you need.

I came that you may assemble in an authentic way with one another and honor one another , one not higher than the other , one not leaching off the other but so that you can help each other ! Church ! ? I didn’t come for Church. I came to save the world , the church is the WORLD. I came that you may be called out from that whore. The one who’s foundation is mammon. Find ME in one another. Just believe what I’ve done for you and shine the light. Church ? I DIDN’T DIE TO REMOVE A TEMPLE SO YOU CAN ALL ERECT SHRINES OF THE SAME OR LARGER MAGNITUDE. THERE ARE MORE BUILDINGS BUILT IN MY NAME THAN HOMELESS PEOPLE IN THE STREET ! WAKE UP MY CALLED OUT ONES !

Do you really think that I came to establish what I died to tear down ? A building standing empty week after week where I get slaughtered week after week based on 1John. I came to set you free from Guilt . To remove you from an evil conscience toward ME. But you still don’t see !

You seem to think that people who don’t gyrate in my presence don’t know me. Perhaps I’ve burn’t all the DROSS out of them . Did you think of that ? No you’re too immature still drinking milk.

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