In order for things to work. Be the change you want to see in the world. So , I undertake to read scripture every morning till the light starts to shine in my life again. My dad’s passing has placed a tremendous strain on me that I’ve had to deal with.
I’d like to be a person that influences people. There is so much to do. In order for this to happen I’ve to allow Jesus to influence me. Part of the problem is that there are just too many platforms to use. It’s confusing to anyone that I talk to that this isn’t exactly something easy to understand. I’ve even been accused of trying to create an amway product. This isn’t amway. This is a way of life.
For the people who actually come and look at what I am writing here , I am sorry for wasting your time and not putting in the spiritual discipline needed in order to get this off the ground. I’ve an issue with the name as well. People have taken to calling me nicky. I am not Nicky. I am torn between what I want from people and what the vision is that I’ve received from the Lord. I am considering a name change. I’ll leave this up for now. But I am not going to live with people calling me Nicky. Do I look like a girl to you ?
My name is Nikolaos. And that’s that. Call me Nick.
Thank you.
Yes dearest brother. I feeling for you especially that you’re still there in the very same flat with mommy where daddy was. I myself am still crying alot. Just talking or thinking of daddy, and tears just come to…
It’s very difficult and I feel for mommy too. Even though there were bad times, there were also good times and they were there for each other for company. Also, thank you for taking care of mommy and being there in more ways than one. She too is doing what she can in her best way. I wish I could too and the only contact of solace is by calling and spending some time with her on the phone. Al least we have fb and whats app to keep in contact too. I miss yous dearly but knowing that daddy is not there anymore is still heartbreaking.
Your idea of starting to read a scripture every morning sound very positive. It’s still going to be a long road but will be shortened by getting even closes to God / Jesus. We all need him in our lives no matter what. Daddy will always be in our hearts and mind and one day we’ll be together again is what we can look forward too.
Take care dearest Nick. God bless you and I’ll pray for you too.
Much love always
Your dearest sister forever
Helen xxx
🙂 much work to be done still . Hope you have a cool day 🙂