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Dear Mom

I am sorry for the way things turned out . I am sorry because we tried to find out what was wrong with you but no body cared. We asked the doctors for over a year to help us and only one ,Dr Buzaardt had an idea you needed to see an internal physician. We gave you glucosamine and your kidney backpain went away.. I didn’t realize you had liver bile duct cancer.

All those house doctors are stupid. They saw your liver was swollen and didn’t think to give you a cancer test. The most simple of blood tests could have revealed that you had cancer and they probably would have wanted to start treatment. I would not have known what to do then. We knew about ivermectin but I didn’t know what dosage to give you and how to test to see if the cancer was disappearing or not.

So when your liver began to fail it was too late. I didn’t know what to do. You froze , I could only then book you into the hospital and that’s when you had an epileptic fit. They said they had found a growth in your liver then,

Thats when we got the conflicting advice from the doctors. One didn’t want to biopsy and the other one did. But in hind sight there was no need for a biopsy. The doctors are butchers. You were too weak for any treatment or operation and the cancer had spread to your entire liver. This was totally viewable on the cat scans and MRI that they had done. So why insist on a biopsy ? Totally unecessary. Why did they want a specific diagnoses ? If the medical aid insisted on it it was a problem. I have to get to the bottom of this question. It’s too late now but they butchered you and you allowed them to get to you.

You let them get to you , I told you repeatedly that we need to go home but you wanted them to help you. All you cared about was the fact that you constantly felt constipated. I didn’t know what to do . I thought of ivermectin but that useless hospital weren’t open to me giving you any. I studied how much ivermectin I’d have to give you and it boiled down to giving you as much as a person would have to have in a week in one day. And they made me scared of losing you due to interactions of medications. I didn’t know what to do. In hind sight I should have given you the ivermectin anyway.

I’ll look into how to use ivermectin properly for this type of cancer and I’ll fight back just for you. Once I’ve sorted out this estate. I feel so bad that I’ve lost you.

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The book of Ephesians: God’s Plan Revealed Like Never Before

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Salvation University

A free university ..well… a play on words if truth be told. It’s really a place where every module that I received from the online bible college can freely be downloaded. I noticed that there are 40 users registered. Wow.. people actually downloading the modules and studying them ?

Well at any rate, I thought that this university was just there for show and yet it’s doing something. I pray for it to grow and reach many many people. We need the truth of the gospel to go out into the world. The seed has to be sown.

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Mom’s death

I haven’t written for ages. I am going through a tough time. I’ve just come through a tough time. My mother has passed away after five months of severe illness. She developed liver bile duct cancer. Cholangeo carcinoma.

I’ve been missing wondering why am I doing all of life still. I am 53 and wondering if people will even follow me anymore. What’s the point if your mother dies ? It’s pure terror to think of life without her. Things have got to change now , slowly. She suffered allot during her five months of illness. I battled to understand her and try save her. It all ended up with me looking after her at night and changing her nappy. Fighting doctors and people who believe in morphine.

I am lost for now… I have to configure my life in a way that still functions for the next two years without falling apart. I don’t know where all the strength is going to come from. All the decisions that I have to make. I have a pain on the right side of my head and it doesn’t want to go away. I don’t do anything in a worldly sense to alleviate it. I don’t smoke , drink or do anything to pacify my pain.

I’ve allot of footage to prove what I am saying is true. Not that I have anything to prove.