I am sorry for the way things turned out . I am sorry because we tried to find out what was wrong with you but no body cared. We asked the doctors for over a year to help us and only one ,Dr Buzaardt had an idea you needed to see an internal physician. We gave you glucosamine and your kidney backpain went away.. I didn’t realize you had liver bile duct cancer.

All those house doctors are stupid. They saw your liver was swollen and didn’t think to give you a cancer test. The most simple of blood tests could have revealed that you had cancer and they probably would have wanted to start treatment. I would not have known what to do then. We knew about ivermectin but I didn’t know what dosage to give you and how to test to see if the cancer was disappearing or not.

So when your liver began to fail it was too late. I didn’t know what to do. You froze , I could only then book you into the hospital and that’s when you had an epileptic fit. They said they had found a growth in your liver then,

Thats when we got the conflicting advice from the doctors. One didn’t want to biopsy and the other one did. But in hind sight there was no need for a biopsy. The doctors are butchers. You were too weak for any treatment or operation and the cancer had spread to your entire liver. This was totally viewable on the cat scans and MRI that they had done. So why insist on a biopsy ? Totally unecessary. Why did they want a specific diagnoses ? If the medical aid insisted on it it was a problem. I have to get to the bottom of this question. It’s too late now but they butchered you and you allowed them to get to you.

You let them get to you , I told you repeatedly that we need to go home but you wanted them to help you. All you cared about was the fact that you constantly felt constipated. I didn’t know what to do . I thought of ivermectin but that useless hospital weren’t open to me giving you any. I studied how much ivermectin I’d have to give you and it boiled down to giving you as much as a person would have to have in a week in one day. And they made me scared of losing you due to interactions of medications. I didn’t know what to do. In hind sight I should have given you the ivermectin anyway.

I’ll look into how to use ivermectin properly for this type of cancer and I’ll fight back just for you. Once I’ve sorted out this estate. I feel so bad that I’ve lost you.